Is it time yet to meet God?
Am I really good enough?
Do I want to let the thought that I am a body go?
Have I suffered enough?
What guilt or fear is holding me back?
What eternal rapture do I find in this world?
What game do I play in order to jumble up my life?
Do I love to dance with the thought of death?
Will I let it all go now?
Why did the impossible happen?
Speak up God!
I can't hear you.
July 20, 1996