Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Illusions

Did you know that to believe
you take a thought and then do weave
a story from it that does deceive
all in this world, so you may perceive
illusions.

Whatever comes to your mind to think
just know it's gone in another wink.
It's only when you stall and hum
that thoughts cement and thus become
illusions.

Because I'm just a human being
beyond God's thoughts or in between
I find I'm sad or mad or glad
defining this image as full of bad
illusions.

A gal that's happy to be free
of thoughts of you and thoughts of me.
Alone I drift upon the sea
wondering now who holds the key
to illusions.

This nothingness, which I gladly bare
dost keep me dancing in the air
or swimming in the great nowhere
so deep it leaves no one to care
about illusions.

And so I go about this world
a human being whose hair is curled
with thoughts a wandering in fields all pearled
with illusions.


Janet Spiller
December 16th, 2016
8 minute writing exercise.


All is Wow!


I realize now that I am tired.
I think perhaps I've come unwired.
It could be that the day is gray.
But really I have nought to say.


You'll think I'm making all this up,
but wisdom comes when you're a pup
who's never learned 'bout this or that
and only wants to eat your hat.


My kitten wants to purr and sleep.
I think that's me when thoughts I keep
about God's Son who's not really there,
but aloft with God being debonaire.


As no one's here with an I.D.
I drift along without a “me”.
It's fun to watch the human being
trying to do things like a machine.


It's beyond time and beyond space
that offers you love and peace and Grace.
To all who let it all go now
you live in Heaven where all is WOW!


In Love.


Janet E. Spiller
November 25, 2016
8 minute writing exercise.
Judgment


I judged, and so I fear the idols that I made.
And so my guilt and pain have seriously betrayed
the joyous Child of God whose sitting in the shade
of judgment.


I screamed at you again for sinning in my dream.
My anger was released because I wasn't keen
to look within and know I'm holding up a screen
of judgment.


I denied the Truth of me as Savior of the world.
The safety in my sinlessness was yet to be unfurled.
And now a game of sacrifice was likely going to hurl
a judgment.


Withhold the gift of miracles and see how bad you feel.
For Christ's eternal vision is now the only deal
that brings you joy and happiness so love is all that's real
in judgment.

Amen


Janet E. Spiller
December 10th, 2016
8 minute writing exercise
Five Minutes


There's only five minutes left in my life.
No time to take measure of what caused me strife.
No thoughts about past deeds or what is to come.
Just time passing by and this is not fun!


I guess they are laughing at me and my gear.
I'll just try ignoring those cads far and near.
Forever I'm waiting for words to come forth
to wow you with how great I am – of course!


My greatness won't come from outside of me.
It comes from inside me where spirit is free.
Free to be nothing, timeless and gone.
Time to be nowhere since I do belong


with God and His angels away up above
where consciousness covers us all with sweet love.
A love that is boundless and never departs
for we live in heaven with a light in our hearts.

Amen.

Janet E. Spiller
October 31, 2016