Judgment

I judged, and so I fear the idols that I made.

And so my guilt and pain have seriously betrayed

the joyous Child of God whose sitting in the shade

of judgment.

I screamed at you again for sinning in my dream.

My anger was released because I wasn't keen

to look within and know I'm holding up a screen

of judgment.

I denied the Truth of me as Savior of the world.

The safety in my sinlessness was yet to be unfurled.

And now a game of sacrifice was likely going to hurl

a judgment.

Withhold the gift of miracles and see how bad you feel.

For Christ's eternal vision is now the only deal

that brings you joy and happiness so love is all that's real

in judgment.

Amen

Janet E. Spiller

December 10^th, 2016

8 minute writing exercise